I am so stressed and worried about my future and I don’t know what to do. i don’t have any form of ID to get a job with and I’m raising a baby kitten that has to be fed every two hours. But I have to get a job or I won’t have any place to stay at all soon. and even then, I might not have a place to stay. I just want to lay in bed forever and hate life right now.

too many feelings, not enough pages in my journal

Last night, my 4 day old kitten started breathing really funny and coughing. It sounded like he was weezing and could barely breathe. My mom, who brought the kitten home, refused to pay the vet fee to save his life. I couldn’t think of another way to get the money, so I took my 3DS, and all my 3DS and DS games to gamestop and sold them. I used that money to pay the vet and found out my kitten inhaled formula, but he’s on medicine and doing well now. :) AND I think karma does exist because I went back to gamestop to try to buy some of my stuff back and a gamestop manager said he’d sell me all my stuff for the same price they bought it for, so I won’t lose any money. I’m happy. :)

I’m not sorry that I said the word ‘vagina’ around you. I’m not sorry that I offended you. I’m sorry that you so easily accept the notion that sex is immoral simply because society says it is. I’m sorry you can’t think for yourself.

how am I supposed to be okay when the boy I adore is this sad? I can’t stand that all i can do is watch you be depressed. I really hate feeling this useless. And I hate how awful my friends’ sadness makes me feel.

CHRISTINA CONKELDURR IS MY BEST FRIEND I AM TIRED BUT ABOUT TO WORK ON YOUR LETTER MY HANDWRITING IS BAD

JUST DONT MAKE YOUR LETTER LIKE MATT’S! He just spent half a page writing about how he doesn’t know what to write about. The second half was “sorry this sucks and sorry my handwriting is bad.” 

I think I’m a good friend and I want people to be proud of having me as a friend. But people usually only brag about their friends that are attractive or really intelligent or wealthy or maybe just generally well liked. I want people to be ecstatic to have me as a friend because that’s how I feel about my friends. 

My life is such a freaking roller coaster. I have one really good day and the next has to be awful. I become really happy with my boyfriend and then my family gets investigated and my sister is taken and my brother moves out. I have a great night with my friends and then the next night, my kitten has to get really sick. People think I’m an emotional wreck just because i’m too sensitive but actually, my life can’t figure out if it wants to suck or be awesome. 

(via knowledgeappliedispower)

sleep for an hour, wake up, feed kittens, make kittens poop and pee, go back to sleep, repeat.